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Sun Nov 8, 2009, 9:32 PM
Darlings! Empress V here!

just came on to say ello! and thank you for the compliments on my photo. You made me turn bright red in the privacy of my room.

Honestly though if you've met me (and a very VERY small number of you have) you would be apalled. Even im apalled! and im me!

I can already feel you guys giving me THAT LOOK and saying, "know dont be STUPID, you're stunning! and we're not lying!" or something to that effect.Trust me ive heard that speech before.

I am not beautiful at all. Not like the girls i see, the pretty ones with heart shaped faces. I have...a rather unusual shaped face similar actually to the faces of the Romanov Grand Duchesses. But thats hardly any surprise, my family is Russian on my dad's side.

I got a rather unusual compliment about that today. My mum told me that one of the ballet moms comented that my sisters were beautiful in an exotic way but that i was "stunning" but not in any kind of exotic way just in a "something" sort of way. That actually made me feel worse.

If im just "something" that means i havent some sort of anything. Im not exotic, but im not white, im just the mix of probably every different racial group that belongs in our family. Which isnt much: Russian (Ukraine), German, Turkish, Spanish (latin), and a smidge of English.
SO INTERESTING. Some days i think ill be a spinster forever. Though my mother tells me not to be ridiculous, of course ill get married! (true blue latina!) I dont think i care all that much if i get married or not. But what if i never get to say, "yes ive had a few boyfriends thank you very much!" or remain a virgin forever?!!! UGHHHHHHHHHH


Ok enough griping

Ive decided to add two new titles along to my title of Empress of Heaven. As I am reclaiming this world ive found two titles, one belongs to me (in a way), and the other i just like.

The one that sorta belongs to me is Sultan of the Ottoman Empire, and Holy Roman Empress.

So yeah, I feel like ive been rambling. What have i been saying? o well. I think i shall retire for the night. Ta darlings!

-Empress V

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Moving Mountains- Two Steps from Hell
  • Reading: Goth Girl Rising
  • Watching: Breakfast at Tiffany's
  • Playing: i dont wanna!
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: vanilla eggnog!!!

99 Questions- tagged!

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 7:39 PM
1) Name: Victoria

2) Name Backwards: airotciV

3) Were you named after anyone?: ummm...id like to say Queen Victoria..but im not sure

4) Does your name mean anything?: Victory, conqueror

5) Nick Name(s): Empress, Queen V, Vee vee, Honey bunches of oates, Tor, Toria, Vic, and beek

6) Screen Name(s) sassyvic08, EmpressofHeaven

Apparently number 7 is MIA.

8) Place of Birth: Jacksonville, Florida

9) Nationality: American, Latina

10) Current Location: Crestwood, KY

11) Sign: Taurus

12) Religion: Calvinist

13) Height: 5'3

14) Weight: 150 pounds?

15) Shoe Size: 8

16) Hair colour: dark brown

17) Eye colour: brown

18) What do you look like?: light olive skin

19) Innie or Outie?: umm i dunno

20) Righty, Lefty, both: rightey

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight

22) Best friends?: stephany, christina, maha, and lauren

23) Best friend you trust the most: ^

24) Best friends {your sex, in no particular order}: see 22

25) Best friends of the opposite sex: best boy friend? umm dont think i have any

26) Best Bud(s): -----

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: none!

28) Crush: jaejoong!

29) Parent(s): katrina and christopher

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): i only know of one :iconamayaknight:

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): ALL OF THEM!!!!! XD

33) Funniest friend: :iconrandomkween:

34) Craziest friend: Tina

35) Advice Friend: me ^^

36) Loudest Friend: Tina again

37) Person you cry with: i dont cry.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: yes, two younger sisters Isabel and Gabriela

39) Any brothers: No

40) Any pets: yes two cats , Lobo and Benji, and a dog named Luna

41) A Disease: I hope not!

42) A Pager: No

43) A Personal phone line: No

44) A Cell phone: yez!! ^^

45) A Lava lamp: I wish! i had one once but it broke, my dad still owes me one.

46) A Pool or hot tub: umm we have a pool at the clubhouse

47) A Car: no licensce and definitely no car

Describe Your...

48) Personality: defiant, stubborn, hard headed, complex, difficult, authoritarian, motherly, moody,artistic...and according to the majority of my classmates-intense

49) Driving: i can drive

50) Car or one you want: toyota highlander or ford taurus

51) Room: its actually a den turned bedroom. it's lavender with a white desk, mirror, bed (purple bedspread) vanity and nightstand, posters of various movies books everywhere art supplies heaped on the desk, and a very nice library.

52) What’s missing?: ...not sure...the perfect man?^^

53) School: College in january!

54) Bed: twin but super comfy!!

55) Relationship with your parent(s): eeeh ok sometimes and shitty at others

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: not always

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: no. but then again i believe true love is a myth.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes

60) Get Along with your parents: Yes, if i tried hard enough, then yes

61) Save your e-mail conversations: umm not rele

62) Pray: every night, and before a meal and sometimes in the morning when im worried about work

63) Believe in reincarnation: id like to, but being realistic, then no

64) Like to make fun of people: only those who warrant it or in just good fun, like teasing

65) Like to talk on the phone: yes, sometimes

66) Like to eat?: the source of my problems!!!!!!

67) Like to drive: yes!!!!!!!!!!

68) Get motion sickness: if i read in the car, and both times i crossed the Irish sea!

69) Eat the stems of broccoli: EW!!!!

70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: AHAHA WHO DOES THAT??!!! they're called chicken FINGERS as in you use your fingers!

71) Dream in color: umm..never really thought about it

72) Type with your fingers on home row: haha no

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: not anymore..i think lamby misses that!

74) Right next to you: printer/scanner, empty bottle of soda, empty cup, art supplies, sketchbooks and various papers

75) On the walls of your room: posters, framed pictures, and a photograph

76) On your mouse pad: a kitten

77) Your dream car: mercedes benz slk

78) Your dream date:hmmm i dont think i have one, but im sure it involves chocolate!! and jaejoong or orb pattinson^^

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Spain

80) Your dream husband/wife: one who will never divorce me, money!!, and powerful -not necessarily all those things. except no divorcing!!!

81) Your bedtime: whenever i feel sleepy

82) Under your bed: two plastic containers

83) The single most important question: will you marry me
ITS LIFE CHANGING OR DESTROYING. however yu see it^^

84) Your bad time of the day: whatever part of the day im furious, tired, cranky or all three

85) Your worst fear(s): to be honest? becoming a spinster...no wait becoming a failure and achieving nothing in my life.

86) The weather like: cold!!

87) The time?: 10:25 pm

88) The date?: Nov 1st

89) The best trick you ever played on someone: hmm you'd have to ask my besties

90) The weirdest food or drink that you eat: carrots with mayyonnaise and raisins

91) Theme Song: usually it's whatever song fits my mood. however i mostly have the same two- Im Still Here- Johnny Rzeznik and Me vs the World - Halo Friendlies

92) The hardest thing about growing up: to accept yourself as you are and not compare yourself to others.

93) Your funniest experience: youd have to ask my friends :)

94) Your scariest moment: thinking i had arrived at the wrong terminal to Louisville (it was the right one :) )

95) The silliest thing you've said: i say alot of silly things.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: nothing

97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend: she was driving and on the same night we almost got hit by a semi twice!

98) The worst feeling in the world: hurt

99) The best feeling in the world: love

i tag :icontella-in-sa: :iconwisdoms-pearl07: :iconajhistoric2:

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Tell Me - P. Diddy ft. Christina Aguilera
  • Reading: Evermore
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: i dont wanna!
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: vanilla eggnog!!!

Requests

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 10:06 AM
I KNOW. im late. believe me when i say ive been REALLY busy. ive worked everyday! and at night! i prefer to draw at night!....for some odd reason. they are, however, in design at the moment, and im kinda miffed with one im not sure if its coming out the way i want.. but anyway im just saying they are being done. its just taking longer than usual.

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Love, Save the Empty
  • Reading: Wicked Lovely
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: i dont wanna!
  • Eating: candy korn
  • Drinking: coffee

HOT Asian guys!!!

Sun Oct 11, 2009, 6:09 PM
So recently my friend Lorraine sent me some of her favourite korean music and i remembered how much i love korean and japanese music. which of course led to the really hot guy singers. My favourites being the enternally sexy and ageless Hyde and Gackt! X WITNESS THE FANGIRL!!! ^///^ Of course there's Akanishi Jin and the sexy DBSK. Their new song mirotic is awesome!!!! go youtube it now!!! thats an order!!!

Now what brought this craziness you ask. Well today has been...odd and also im certain my coffee is SO NOT decaffeinated. But as i was drooling over these delicious men i thought of all the actors we admire and, hot as they are, most of them cannot make even the most reserved girl sigh with desire. BUT ASIAN GUYS CAN!!!

ok ok im a lil crazy on....something..so yeah im like gonna go finish squealing over my multiple husbands. THEY'RE MINE!!!!!...cept jin, he's too much like an old "boyfriend" i had.

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Love, Save the Empty
  • Reading: Wicked Lovely
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: i dont wanna!
  • Eating: candy korn
  • Drinking: coffee

Name the Cardona Twins

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 9:15 AM
OK so once again i need the opinion of you all. Once again im am subscription-less, which is boring, so i cant do a poll otherwise i would and save myself a whole load of trouble. however that is over. anywho in one of my novels i have two spaniard twins who need names. They are like yin and yang together. they were born in the 1920's and are seventeen-ish in the 1940's. they are friends of Ana's (my half vampyre girl). So i have a list of spanish names. pick two that you like and think would go well. so here they are. Lauren you already picked yours sooo you dont need to add your opinion.

Alessandra- defender of mankind
Allegria- cheerful, lively
Alma- soul
Alba- dawn
Amalia- work
Antonia
Bianca- White
Catalina- pure
Celestiana- heavenly
Domenica- belongs to the lord
Esmeralda- emerald
Esperanza- hope
Isabel/ Izabelle- god is my oath
Leonor- foreign, the other
Lourdes- the stairs for a saint who often saw the Virgin Mary
Madalena- “of magdala”
Marisol- rebellious sun
Maura- dark skinned, moor
Ofelia- help
Renata- reborn
Serafina- burning one, serpent
Tatiana- father
Vitoria- victory

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: salsa
  • Reading: Wicked Lovely
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: i dont wanna!
  • Eating: toast

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