Darlings! Empress V here!

just came on to say ello! and thank you for the compliments on my photo. You made me turn bright red in the privacy of my room.

Honestly though if you've met me (and a very VERY small number of you have) you would be apalled. Even im apalled! and im me!

I can already feel you guys giving me THAT LOOK and saying, "know dont be STUPID, you're stunning! and we're not lying!" or something to that effect.Trust me ive heard that speech before.

I am not beautiful at all. Not like the girls i see, the pretty ones with heart shaped faces. I have...a rather unusual shaped face similar actually to the faces of the Romanov Grand Duchesses. But thats hardly any surprise, my family is Russian on my dad's side.

I got a rather unusual compliment about that today. My mum told me that one of the ballet moms comented that my sisters were beautiful in an exotic way but that i was "stunning" but not in any kind of exotic way just in a "something" sort of way. That actually made me feel worse.

If im just "something" that means i havent some sort of anything. Im not exotic, but im not white, im just the mix of probably every different racial group that belongs in our family. Which isnt much: Russian (Ukraine), German, Turkish, Spanish (latin), and a smidge of English.
SO INTERESTING. Some days i think ill be a spinster forever. Though my mother tells me not to be ridiculous, of course ill get married! (true blue latina!) I dont think i care all that much if i get married or not. But what if i never get to say, "yes ive had a few boyfriends thank you very much!" or remain a virgin forever?!!! UGHHHHHHHHHH


Ok enough griping

Ive decided to add two new titles along to my title of Empress of Heaven. As I am reclaiming this world ive found two titles, one belongs to me (in a way), and the other i just like.

The one that sorta belongs to me is Sultan of the Ottoman Empire, and Holy Roman Empress.

So yeah, I feel like ive been rambling. What have i been saying? o well. I think i shall retire for the night. Ta darlings!

-Empress V